Call me Crazy...

They say go out on a limb, take a chance, take a risk, but then when you do they call you crazy or tell you you'll never make it. As a woman that comment is one that used to make me tick, I think that would hold true for many women. I would always think, "oh ill show you crazy". Until recently I finally decided crazy gives me life, crazy pushes me to my dreams, crazy makes me believe EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE. Crazy makes me nonconforming and odd and distracted with desire or excitement. Thank God.

The definition of crazy is:

1. mentally deranged; demented; insane.

2. Informal. unpredictable, nonconforming, or odd

3. Distracted with desire or excitement (going for it)

Part of the definition of Insane is: exhibiting a severely disordered state of mind

See why being called crazy has been an insult until now? Crazy and insane are not the same thing. Insane can be debilitating, insane is a disorder, not a state of being. We get stuck here because our mind is always trying to label something and make sense of our world so we put a definition on everything, mainly for control to remove fear. Stop being afraid of being crazy, or even letting go of control. The truth is the only thing you can control is you, the truth is who cares if you are crazy!

That is where you get the power to choose, which definition of crazy do you want to live by?

I've been mocked for going back to school at 37 for my Psychology degree because I was "crazy" or the crazy one's study psychology. What are they gonna say when I get my doctorate? (not that it matters)

Call me Crazy.

I've been told I was crazy because I cried too hard or got too mad. I love hard and feel hard. So call me crazy.

I believe I can everything I want, I believe I deserve it. Call me crazy.

I believe in big dreams and dreaming bigger. Call me Crazy.

I know we are not here to play small to stay small we are here to be odd and to be filled with desire or excitement!

When you start to go for it, got out on the limb, YOU have now become non-conforming or odd. You now are changing, you are transforming you are choosing to do what most won't and that is live the life you desire. Transforming is different from the growth it is becoming something new, it is breaking habits, you are becoming a new version of yourself.

WHAT DO YOU WANT with this one crazy life you have? I am here to tell you it is already here, you have to ask, you have to believe, really believe.

Do you, do you believe you get to live the one full deserving crazy life you desire?